Note,Now and Forever

2011-12-31T18:00:00.004+08:00

A year has passed. On the eve on New Year's Eve today,it feels weird. All the reflections upon the past year flashes through my mind wit different activities,challenges,people,feelings,trips and struggles. I've been through so much this past year,had one of the best times of my life living in a foreign land for the longest time ever with my dear course mates. Meeting so many great people and did so many things,although I hope I've did more of course.

New year's resolution,yeah how cliche but I guess it's unavoidable! While writing my new year's resolution,I felt a hint of fear,fear of what is going to come in 2012. Not the part about the world possibly ending but what I'm going to face. Definitely going to be a great deal of challenges but I'll be glad to accept them and face them. Because I know it will be worth it. I don't see a point of stating my new year's resolution here,just in my little personal diary will do:)

2012,a year with greater responsibilities,school work,challenges and hopefully achievements:)

2011-12-23T21:03:00.002+08:00

Done a couple of things that I always wanted to do since forever. The most fulfilling thing was trying out wake boarding. SO GLAD TO TRY A NEW SPORT! Told myself that I have to do it again and try other water sports whenever time permits. What a packed,short and tiring 2 weeks holiday and it is coming to an end.

2011,a year with some changes,good and bad,now it's coming to an end. Starting with traveling,went to 3 countries this year and with 3 different groups of people. Hong Kong,Batam and China! Though they are all nearby countries,it's the company that counts! Met some great people and most importantly,became good friends with some.
Challenges,quite a number of tough ones and am really glad I managed to overcome them,with the help of people around me.
Accomplishment,very happy with the ones I've gained!

Hopefully,next year will be better! Time to come out with my New Year Resolution soon!

2011-12-16T17:15:00.002+08:00

Wish I'm there.

Once again,common tests are over and it's HOLIDAYS! Woohoo! But,talk about having a lot of time,actually there isn't much time. 2 weeks of holidays with project meetings,CCA,driving and friends is not sufficient at all.Well,I guess I'll just have to live with it and not complain. Desperately in need of a holiday or day trip to anywhere,maybe even Sentosa will make me happy! On a brighter note,I'm going wake boarding this Monday for the first time in my life. EXCITING EXCITING!

2011-10-31T17:18:00.003+08:00

The new semester has been treating me good so far except for some mind stirring things I need to think about. Tough decisions and I don't know if I have made the right choice. Things like that come just when school is into the second week and I don't know what else is coming my way.

How I wish I was still in that foreign land,when there is no shit like this.

2011-09-29T17:52:00.003+08:00

China is awesome! Loving the weather and life here especially living in the hostel in Shanghai. Coming to think of it, there is only 10 more days here in Shanghai and I am really no looking forward to going back. Enjoying every single moment from buying groceries to eating to shopping! Just love the idea of studying abroad now! Everything has been good,I am surviving well in China:)

2011-08-31T22:06:00.002+08:00

4 more days to China and this always happens to me. Not looking forward to the trip like i used to a few weeks before,my usual pre-trip syndrome. This will be my first time leaving home for so long,5 weeks.5 weeks may not be long to many of us,hopefully it doesn't feel long in China as well.Knowing myself,I might not feel like coming back after soaking into the culture and life there.Hate this mixed feeling i'm experiencing:(

2011-06-26T19:00:00.002+08:00

School is starting tomorrow. I think I have no strength for achool,very drained out and tired. I'm always saying this but I am really am. Getting myself into things but I really enjoy it.This holidays is extremely fulfilling,spent every day to its brim with projects,CCA,going out,having fun and gyming! Alumni Clubhouse gym is so awesome and addictive! Glad to have a gym partner to motivate me for keeping healthy.One of the holidays with least time wasted I dare say!

I can't imagine days without

2011-06-19T17:58:00.002+08:00

Arghhhh 1 more week till holiday ends! :( I am loving every moment of this holidays! Though most of the time,there is project meeting in school but I still want this holidays. 2 weeks may be short,but it is better than nothing right? :)
I can't wait for next saturday!

2011-06-16T15:08:00.002+08:00

This space has been abandoned for 2 months! Gosh, time really flies. It's the long awaited 2 weeks break but it seems like it is not a break at all. Just ended CSC camp and it was awesome! 2 days 1 night is a little too short with those awesome people around. But, I'm really really tired. Mental and physical strength is very very drained out but there is so much things to do,so many great people I want to meet every day that Ii guess I have to sacrifice some of my sleep for that. There is still a pile of projects waiting to be done but it's so difficult as everybody is busy with their own camps and stuff. Hopefully we can get everything done by next week! I need a lot of strength and energy to move on! Life is good!
Till then...

2011-04-14T18:26:00.002+08:00

I always want to hear the truth. Bbut recently,there was one incident that makes me want to hear what i want to hear,it doesn't matter to me whether it is the truth or not. In the end,i didn't get an answer but i will find it soon.I want to know it so badly though i am not hoping for much.
I.CAN'T.WAIT.

2011-04-09T13:12:00.002+08:00

One more week of holidays left,gosh. This holidays have been so fulfilling. Have been going to school so often and going out too. Realy not looking forward to the start of school! Haven't played enough:(

2011-03-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

I'm back to bring this place alive! Finally FREEDOM! This holidays seems short though. So many things planned during this holiday that I don't know where to begin. It's good to see my friendsa again,go out and hang out with them and just have FUN. This.is.life. Lovin.Life.

2011-02-06T15:18:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CNY!

This CNY is awesome! One of the reason is because there is a longggg weekend which means 4 and the half days of holidays. Also,I got to watch 3 movies consecutively and was out almost everyday. Having said that,I didn;t have much time to catch up on my work which is BAD. Ate a lot a lot of unhealthy things but gooddd food! I'm really not looking forward to the start of tomorrow and thr week. BUT I shall SMILE.

2011-01-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

I've been abandoning this space for quite some time. So far, this year has been fulfilling but really draining all my strength. My level of commitment in school spiked like a lot a lot as compared to 2010,which has both good and bad sides. Of course, I made lots of new friends, but on the other hand, I'm always home late. This in turn makes me treasure the times when I can actually go home at 1pm. I don't even feel like having lunch in school but just wanna go home. I need time to do my own nonsense,my own things,my free time. It is a real luxury if I have a chance to during this period of time.Overwhelming loads of projects, cca meetings and tests ad upcoming exams really challenged my ability to juggle my time. But I guess so far, I'm surviving. Hopefully I will survive will March! The month that I will have all the time in the world! I really can't wait. I miss my friends, you know who you are. Haven't seen you all in a long time. Soon my friends

New beginnings. (what a cliche title)

2011-01-02T18:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2011! I've abandoned this place for a quite a long time and i really don't think anyone even comes here. First post of this new year. Last year was quite a big year for me. Started studying in a totally new environment,met loads of new people,I'm really glad to say that I've made quite a few good friends and a really really good friend. Made any major decisions in 2010, including good and bad ones,regretted and not regretted ones but one everything still turned out fine:)I don;t think i've grown a lot mentally last year therefore i aim to grow more this year! I also hope to do whatever i always have wanted to do! There are way too many things! I don't know why i don't really have a good feeling about this year,one of the reason is because i know that a person that is very important to me at this stage of my life is leaving here for good. It's amazing how our friendship grew over the short time and i really really hope it will stay as it is even when you are away. I treasure this friendship a lot a lot. Hope I'll have more travelling opportunities this year because i really didn't travel much in 2010. Lastly, really really *crosses fingers* 2011 will be much much better than 2010:)

2010-12-23T20:44:00.002+08:00

Wow another year is coming to an end. I don't know what to expect for next year but i hope it would be a smooth one for me and my love ones. 2010 was not exactly a smooth one,it was a rocky one mentally but I'm glad i pulled through. A friend of mine that is rather important to me is leaving for good to another country,long distance friendship is not exactly my forte but nonetheless,i will definitely maintain this awesome friendship we have. Throughout this year,I've grown a lot mentally. It is the year that i turned 18, it marks the start of my adulthood though I'm still a teen in heart forever! Adulthood is a scary word. It sounds vast and heavy to me, i have no idea why. I've met many great people throughout this year,learnt a lot. Let hope i'll see you again,my friend:)

2010-12-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

FINALLY I GET A SHORT 2 WEEKS BREAK AND COMMON TESTS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! Had a great time at Sentosa with IBZZIES today! I really wanna fly away now! Is it possible? Ookay, i'm just ranting my travelling desires hereeee!

2010-11-25T20:16:00.002+08:00

IBZ camp last weekend was awesome! awesome job done by the camp comm! It was my first exoerience as a GL during IBZ camp and it was a great one. Though it is a small scale camp,i was still a little nervous in a GL but it all turned out well! I can't wait for this weekend,it's gonna be so awesome!

2010-11-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for IBZ Bintan trip! We can all travel together again! Though it's only for 3 days,I know it would be funnnn!Finally I can step out of Singapore for a short while,though it's for school work,I'm still happy:)

2010-11-04T17:35:00.006+08:00

I'm officially 18! I'm so totally not proud of it at all. I feel so old now! In the past, i always can tell my friends who already turned 18 that I'm STILL 17 but now, I'm really 18:( Nonetheless,I had an awesome birthday this year with great surprises! I truly feel really blessed and lucky:)
Firstly it was with the fourteen! Smartly and well planned by Stella Tay!

Thanks for the balloons and thank you Leong for the really nice 'badminton racket',i really love it.Thank you Shanna for the MM scheduler.

Next it was with XOXO, we just had a good dinner together and went SJ house to slack as usual.

Next,it was with the awesome IBZZIES! Thanks guys for the cake and the nice short presentation done. Love the pictures! Especially the super unglam one of me. Thank you Olivia for the very beautiful card.
Both ways wll reflect Celine! How cool is that! I was really amused by this card!

Buffet dinner with family was of course needless to say awesome! Had unlimited dose of my favourite food,salmon sashimi! The food was great and the love the cheesecake!

Thank you for all the wishes via facebook or text. Especially to those who i'm close to,you know who you are!

First wants list

2010-10-28T19:00:00.001+08:00

I've ne'er written a wants list before,at least not openly on my blog. I always thought I want so many things but I can't think of a lot now. I guess I really want that crocs shoes which costs so much($89.90). Paul frank ipod touch cover which I still can't find:( Bag organizer? Im not sure what's the actual for that but it is those kind of pouch that allows you to transfer your stuff easily from one bag to another.I really can't think of anymore now.Those that told me that they want this list up,here it is.

2010-10-24T20:16:00.003+08:00

Caught eat pray love today on the very last day of perfect freedom. The movie is a little dissapointing,maybe because i've wanting to watch it for so long and i did not read the book.Nontheless,it was not bad.Quite a funny show but lack meaning.We've got realy bad seats too! Totally didn't expect so many people to go to the movies on a sunday when there is work the next day!

This week,i've caught 3 different movies on 3 different days with 3 different groups of people but all in the same place.Totally savouring the last bit of freedom.
I've always been an optimistic person but i can't help but to be pessemistic about the start of the new semester tomorrow.There is a fear i have,i don't know why. I guess i'll just have to deal with whatever comes my way.

2010-10-22T14:20:00.002+08:00

The holidays are coming to an end but nonetheless,I've enjoyed this holidays a lot.One of the most meaningful and fulfilling holidays I've had.Didn't waste much time rotting at home and had a good break.The only drawback for this holidays is i think,I did not manage to get out of this town.I've been mentioning this a lo,how much i want a get away,but certain circumstances do not permit me to do so.But there are still friends that i did not manage to catch up with during his holidays.Meetings are always cancelled last minute because of hiccups.I really really want to meet these friends,you know who you are,we gotta meet up soon!

Caught paranormal activity 2 yesterday and it is so not worth watching.Ii can't emphasise how bad it is but it's bad.Bad ending,almost the same plot as the first and the cost of production is insanely low i think.If you are thinking of catching any horror movies,choose something else.

New found meaning

2010-10-15T22:56:00.001+08:00

After attending Joel's birthday celebration yesterday,I found a new meaning to birthdays.Birthday parties do not necessarily have to be fanciful,full of cheering,party poppers etc.But instead,the best and perfect birthday party should be one with great people,meaningful words said and just a couple of games.Like what my friend said,no mega camwhoring for proof,as long as we know in our hearts.Indeed,one of the most memorable birthday celebration I've attended so far:)

Precious lessons

2010-10-07T21:26:00.001+08:00

I just got back from TCP camp and I am really physically tired bit mentally empowered.I decided blog now because all the stuff vie meant are still fresh in my head.In the course of this camp,many things went through my head and we had lots of opportunities to do reflections and sharing.In these 3 days,the amount of things I've learnt is overwhelming.The people that made this camp possible are amazing.It is clear that they really believed in us and lead from their heart and I guess that touched many of us.The one of many things that I took away from this camp is servant leadership.It is so amazing how the smallest things works miracles.Another roof he many things that I've learnt is to be thankful.I'm really thankful for what I have.These are the few reflections out of many I have for this special and meaningful camp:)

2010-09-28T10:35:00.002+08:00

I need to get out of Singapore for awhile,anywhere is fine.A holiday don't seem like one unless i traveled.Can somebody bring me out?It is so boring here,there are only the few places we can go.Ii want to go to unexplored places in Singapore,less cliche cafes and restaurants and cosy places to just chill out with friend(s) and talk about any nonsensical or heart to heart talks. Where are these places? Hmmm,time to explore.

Late post: IBZ attacks the Beach!

2010-09-22T18:27:00.003+08:00

Our masterpiece,or rather Olivia's,which made many tourists stop by to take a snap

Supposedly formal shot by sort of failed

IBZ!

Probably the deepest hole dug in Sentosa.Aim: Bury HK!

After we conquered our exams,IBZZIES headed to the beach and had a blast!You guys are one of the reasons why i don't regret choosing the poly route and probably the coolest bunch of people!Everybody is just so close together and i love it like that.Vietnam trip was fun because of you all though the weather condition is not very pleasant.The frequent outings we have made me know each and everyone of you more bit by bit.LOVE YOU GUYS!!!:):):)

2010-09-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

It is finally officially holidays for me. I’m glad I survived the crash course for French 102. Having a headache from the extreme hot weather today and all the rushing around from one place to another. Finally, I don’t have to be tied down from French exam or class(at least for now) and I shall savour every moment of this rest. Maybe I should heed my friends’ advice and not work these holidays and give myself a deserving break

2010-09-18T11:54:00.003+08:00

This week is like packed with Francaise class and it is wearing me out.My mind has more Francaise than English.My friends told me that 4 hours of Francaise everyday is unhealthy and crazy.Well,i just have to get over with this.This weekend is so packed that i don't know how to find time to study for Monday's exam,well,i hope i can figure it out.One to one oral with professeur is freaking me out,i'm most worried for that.She speaks so fast,i doubt i will catch anything she says.After next Monday,i can finally get my life back which most of my friends have already been savouring.
I can do it!These messages encourages me somehow.

2010-09-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

I fall sick right after exams, is this something to smile or cry over? My nose can’t seemed to get tired of running, coughing and I think fever is on its way ( hope not). Camp is on Monday I if I don’t recover by then, i don’t know how. I want to watch haunted change soon, hopefully there is a chance. I’m feeling weird though I shouldn’t be feeling this way. I can’t explain this feeling but I guess it is just temporary. I should get over this soon.

2010-09-10T17:58:00.003+08:00

Exams are officially over but i don't feel good about the last paper at all.Oh wells,it's over anyway so i shall just enjoy while i can and worry about later.Right after our papers yesterday,IBZZIES headed to the beach.But before the beach,we had a warm and cosy lunch together at vivocity's rooftop and it seemed like we took forever to get there.Once for example two person takes a photo,everybody will start jumping in the view of the camera and the photographer which is YM,will have to keep moving back to accommodate more people.Finally,we still did reach sentosa and the i want to go to the wave house one day!And and the flying fox which costs $20 for one time!I looked at those people who are on it with envy and wish i am up there,i will go back for that!Enough of my wants.So,we played volleyball,sandcastle and tomb building and burying HK and many stupid stuff but it was sooooooo enjoyable.After this outing,i love IBZ even more,they are just beyond awesome!Pictures shall be added when YM uploads the pictures.

2010-09-02T15:30:00.000+08:00

What is she doing there? Crazy woman! Hahahaha!

Wants

2010-08-31T22:12:00.003+08:00

I want so many things
Want exams to be over
Want to meet my friends again
Want to meet you again
Want to watch haunted changi and many more movies
Want so many outings
Want to have IKEA meatballs(anyone on for it?)
Want salmon sashimi(already planned)
Want to travel at the end of the year
Want to do overseas CIP programme but i think this year is not possible anymore
Want to be happy every day
Want to go to the beach again
Want to cycle
Want to try something new
And the list goes on.....

2010-08-30T19:44:00.001+08:00

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2010-08-28T21:37:00.001+08:00

'Somehow i doubt it will ever happen.'

2010-08-26T18:24:00.003+08:00

'Somehow i doubt it will ever happen.'
This sentence came to my mind today and it relates to a lot of things.I'm not talking about studies here,just things happening in my life.There are so many things that may seem rather unreachable and impossible but i know anything is possible and believe in miracles and i do believe in them,just that SOME things are really quite impossible although i reallllyyyy hope it will eventually happen.I seriously hope....
This is not an emo post,just a random post about my thoughts.

2010-08-24T17:37:00.001+08:00

2010-08-21T12:08:00.003+08:00

Caught step up 3 yesterday! It was not bad! Again,my expectations was too high but nevertheless,I satisfied! Caught the 7 plus show and we were suppose to eat after that.In the end,we were full from all the popcorn and i don't know why i don't feel hungry yesterday night at all.After the show, walked around orchard and i must say,there is really lots of tourists.It is good but the place is wayyy to overcrowded.I don't like it when i can't walk freely.Walking in shopping centres when all the shops are close is quite fun,especially when there is not much people.Finally we found seats at Ion and sat and talked till we realize there wasn't a single soul around.Being afraid that we would be trapped,we hurry left.Hahaha!It was a fun day:)

2010-08-16T22:12:00.002+08:00

Ii can't wait to watch Street dance and Step up 3! Ii'm not sure if i should watch it in 3D,hmmm,that will depend on the person i will be watching with this coming Saturday because i have no preference.This coming Saturday shall be a dance movie marathon!Hopefully *crosses fingers* there will be no last minute changes:)

Boeing Boeing

2010-08-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

Spent my Sunday afternoon watching a play at Drama Centre named Boeing Boeing.I was attracted my the plot when i saw it at the sistic counter and told mummy i want to watch it.The entire play was hilarious and hysterical!The dialogues are guaranteed to make you happy and forget about all the unhappy stuff.I must say ALL the cast are really good,their expressions,tone and everything is just perfect.This is my first play and it has definitely opened more doors for me to watch more plays in the future.Though i am not really the art person,i would still like to watch stage plays once in a while instead of the modern 'though the screen' idea.Nice relaxing Sunday.Boeing boeing is highly recommended,seriously!

Dinner with crazy girls

2010-08-13T13:17:00.007+08:00

I'm having my study break now and i guess this is the time when i can spend time with my dear girls.They are probably my closest friends,known them half my life and Didi more 3/4 my life i think.Quite scary but it is a rare friendship which makes me cherish them a lot.We had dinner at Novena Secret Recipe,in case if you are wondering Novena has Secret Recipe just like i did,it is on the basement of square 2.

The wallet that i fell in love with while buying for Didi with SJ.Though it is suppose to be for guys,the sleek design attracted me and i am still considering getting it till now.

The best friends anyone would wish for,at least to me:)

I am really sorry for not being able to travel,i have really tried my best to persuade my parents.I really really want to travel with you girls because i know it will be a blast and crazy and beyond fun.I will still try asking but i am not pining too much hopes on it:(

2010-08-07T13:42:00.000+08:00

2010-08-07T13:40:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VEEK!The fourteen went did a surprise for her on friday night which was rather successful i guess.Though a lot of us were late and all,it all went quite smoothly.Had dinner in fish and co glasshouse and the place is goo except for the fact that the table near us was singing birthday song for like 10 times,quite irritating.It is always good to see them again,especially when ALL of the FOURTEEN is present.I hope this stays as it is and it will never change:)

Olympics in IJ:)

Our class locker!

of course,with the mascots:)

Went back to CHIJ yesterday to witness the LIGHTING OF YOG TORCH!THE FIRST PLACE THE TORCH LIGHTS IN SINGAPORE IS CHIJ SECONDARY AND I AM SO PROUD OF IT!Choosing to wake up at 6.30am on a Saturday morning to go school wasn't a mistake but a gain:)Though it rained,we still had a good time.

2010-08-06T17:02:00.002+08:00

My friend asked me why am i blogging so often recently,my answer to him was,i have no idea.Not because i am 'more free' now,but i am just back to blogging daily again.Ii went back to IJ for mass today,as usual,it was great:)This weekends is gonna be exciting exciting exciting.I think i will be so sad when this weekend is over.But in the meantime,i am going to embrace it:)

I shall distant myself for awhile because i am afraid I will....

2010-08-05T15:39:00.001+08:00

This is just so cute!

This reminds me of retreat! You're a star:)

Yiruma - River Flows in You

2010-08-04T12:57:00.001+08:00

I heard this recently by random and i think it is very very nice:)The funny thing is, i love piano but i never thought of learning it.

2010-08-04T12:30:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for this weekend, it is gonna be so full of activities and i really can't wait:)It is the middle of the week now, time seems to pass so slowly this week.Gonna go Udders later with the guys,can't wait!

Found these quite nice:)

Just left with exams

2010-08-03T20:40:00.001+08:00

Today is the official last day when all presentations and projects end.had bcomm presentation today and I hope it went well.there after,6 of us went for dialogue with the director about IBZ.it was all right,we were rather honest about our feedbacks and at some parts,it was just funny.met mummy and brother after to buy dinner and gone sweet home:)Now,we are just left with exams and we will have our holidays!

2 movies

2010-07-31T22:58:00.004+08:00

I caught two movies today.One in the morning with mum and after that,caught Despicable me with crazy friends,Shujun and Didi.Charina was sick so she didn't join us.Take care girl!We had fun as usual,laughed quite a lot as usual.The movie was a little disappointing I thought perhaps because of the too good remarks i heard from my friends,it thought it would be funnier.The character is really cute i can say!The way the speak just makes me laugh.Anyways,we went to SJ's house to play a short game of monopoly and i think i was the winner! Though we didn't play the game till the end!Looks like the throne is being passed to me,who will be next?Monopoly is a all time favourite game i think,one of my favourite board games.I also prefer the conventional,original version of Monopoly,don't ask me why.I had to leave to meet friend,it was a short 2 hours of catching up after so long i think.Today is a good day spent with all the people i am close to,i love them!

Happy:) then Sad:(

2010-07-29T20:22:00.003+08:00

Today i had a good badminton session with IBZ!somehow thw word spread and a lot of people came to play badminton at sports complex!We survived with merely 9 rackets by taking turns in and out.It was FUN and satisfying,as always with badminton!There are a few hidden badminton talents in IBZ,maybe that explains what somebody said, i can't remember who,'IBZ people are interesting people'.Indeed,i believe there will be more surprises as we spend more time together.Some will be sweeter then they look,some not as bad as they look,some of them proved my first impression of them wrong,i guess it all takes time.I really want to know each and every of them more then what i do now.

Anyways,when i arrived at the scholarship briefing, i got the news that we weren't selected for International Business Explorer Series project.I.am.so.sad.We were so confident that we will get it.With the amount of time spent at the Loft and all our efforts,we didn't get it.But oh wells,we still have next year.Besides it was awesome staying at the Loft with you guys,i really enjoyed it.

Here's to my awesomee groupmates:Yvonne,Angeline,Matthew,Edgar,Benjamin,Tim,Gabriel,Cindy,Yongming!
'There is someone bound to be be hurt,just so happen this time,it is us.We just got to live with it and take things on stride.We enjoyed each other's company at the Loft right!:):):)'

Guang Liang - Yue Ding | Commitment | 約定

2010-07-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

This is a rather old song.In case you are wondering,i still DO listen to chinese songs.This song came shuffling on my ipod and i find the lyrics very sweet!Enjoy!

2010-07-24T22:06:00.004+08:00

The ex-pp girls! After twice failed attempt self timing,we finally succeeded!This was outside my classroom!

Back to IJ again,as usual,it was awesome.We met one hour earlier to play badminton and it was fun!Though it was a short session,playing badminton again made me realise that i really must to play it more often.I still enjoy and love badminton a lot,it gives me real joy,don't ask me why.Even after learning tennis,i still prefer badminton which according to my brother,won't be true cause to him,tennis is way funner.Anyways,after the session of badminton,we went to AVA room for the project.Today's session made my again realize it gets challenging to hype up the girls and encourage them to have passion about the project but I have learnt that in future,as a mentor,i can't bring my own tiredness to the students cause they will be affected as well.I hope to be a mentor in future,giving back what IJ has taught me to the school,to the girls.I hope i can motivate them somehow and let them know,it is possible to do well,seriously!I also hope they will be keen in the passion project.Cause at the end of the day,they will realized that it helped,at least for me it really really did.I was once like them,not knowing what are these mentors for,why are they doing this things that is a waste of time?Iin the end i realized,they are actually talking their time off their work,family,and sleep to meet us on every Saturday morning.We took them for granted,complaining that we are tired,but have we taught 'aren't they tired?'.Ii guess these thoughts only comes in when you leave IJ,cause for me, it did too.I will make sure i will be a better senior the next session and make them enjoy this great and meaningful project,to me,it is:)

Anyways,we,some mentors and ex-pp girls went for lunch!Which we took like 4 hours to decide.We ended up in Toa Payoh,how exciting right!Excitng car roller coaster was dashed by a slow car in front of us.Damn!My juniors were so eager to experience the so called thrilling car ride,according to me:)Anyways,the next time we should!I was debating whether to go home or not after lunch,but in the end,i went on a car ride/food/walk walk with vera,which was fun too!I shall stop here,this is a realy long post.

2010-07-23T10:55:00.002+08:00

I finally caught Inception!I am sooo happy i decided to watch this movie instead of despicable me,but i still want to watch despicable me.I don't really know how to blog about Inception cause it will spoil all the suspense of the show.This show is a movie filled with suspense,thrill,a little humor,clever and original plot and good acting.Leonardo DiCaprio is really good,he is one of my favourite actors!He manage to portray the image of a deep character in this show which i find it awesome!Highly highly recommended.After the show,i was thinking about the show for a very long time,Inception is successfully incepted!

2010-07-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

These are hilarious!

Fulfilling Saturday out:)

2010-07-18T17:09:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a fulfilling day for me.Morning,woke up at 6.15am all out to run 5km and my mum told me raining heavily how to run?I was like can one,will stop.Later on,i received a message from Tim saying that they decided not to go,anyways the run is cancelled by the organizers too.Later on,went to the market with mum and to parents' forum.It was really boring but nevertheless,i had to accompany mummy.Proceeded to cathay orchard to meet the fourteen which had bad attendance,i got to have another one!Meet Cheryl and vera for lunch,great Thai food at Great world city.Went on meeting Jane with Cheryl and we had a great time talking!Updating each other with stories was really great!Another session soon ya?
In the evening, met FPPS crazy people!It was awesome seeing them after sooooo long.I'm sorry i couldn't go for the surprise birthday bash on Friday night,i was suppose to have a run next morning.Ate dinner and played Disney monopoly and later on fast forward monopoly.It is one of the most thrilling and funny monopoly i have every played!We were literally rolling on the floor laughing!Went home at around 11 plus and the fun ended.Hope Shujun the birthday girl enjoyed her birthday with us!Age is just a number girl!
LOVE!!!

Monopoly!!!

Birthday with her winnings:)

Check this out

After hearing Yvonne play his randomly on her laptop,i am in love with this song once again.It is just nice:)

2010-07-16T14:54:00.000+08:00

2010-07-14T10:18:00.001+08:00

I have a test today, I think I am done studying for it.
Now, all I am thinking about is…..
Waiting, waiting and waiting..i really don’t like this feeling.Can i stop waiting?
This is a really random post. Every sentence has no link, just what I am feeling.

2010-07-10T20:35:00.005+08:00

Saw these while reading a tumblr,thought it is quite cool.

Anyways,I wish I will be able to go back to IJ every Saturday.Is is like my source of strength for the next week ahead.Anyways,this week has been tiring as usual.Anyways,i miss the fourteen a lot.I feel like i haven't seen them since forever!Maybe i should plan one outing soon!
Did project today,which wasn't really productive because we were so distracted on how to spend our 'free' $10 dollars. Here's how we spent it.ICE -CREAM(i think that is Yvonne's hand)! I was fairly full back then but i have space for these yummy ice cream(as always). I will never say no to them,provided i am mad.

Hmmm,only they will get what i am saying.Head home for dinner!

IJ Day:):):)

2010-07-03T22:03:00.002+08:00

Went to IJ early in the morning today at 8am to help out in Passion Project.It was good to see ex pp girls helping out and the are rather fun people.Saw them in school before but never really got a chance to talk to them,today i did.I was a roving mentor together with Celine,yes,another Celine and i had fun driving around Singapore.We had to deliver things to the girls of different stations,in case i haven't mentioned,it was a amazing race.We were caught in the super heavy rain and as a result,we were soaked from almost head to toe,despite an umbrella.I guess this is as Celine said,'just one indication how much IJ girls love their schools'.I dedicated my entire Saturday in IJ and i had great fun:)Firstly it felt super good to step in IJ, secondly a good get away.I hope the girls learnt as much as i did in the Passion Project,and continue coming back as an Alumni to help.Anyways,had dinner with ex pp girls and though it was the first time eating with them,and they are 2 years younger than me,i had fun.Laughed hard as how they gossiped about teachers,shared our experiences and talked nonsense.Haven't had times like this in a long time.It was a great day:)

2010-07-02T14:46:00.004+08:00

Caught toys story 3 yesterday and it was really quite good.It was my first time watching toys story and i like it.It amazes how kids are so easily entertained and satisfied with simple toys like those on toys story in contrast to us,we are so difficult to please.Another thought after the movie is that do kids now still play with plastic toys?Or is technology replacing all this?
The deep relationship of Andy and Woody reminds me of the relationship of my mickey mouse and I.Oh wells,enough of thoughts,it is a good movie.

I WANT TO WATCH Chloé! The trailer looks really good and the plot seems unique!Lastly it is because Amanda Seyfried is in it!

I AM GOING TO IJ TOMORROW!I TOTALLY CAN'T WAIT!

2010-06-28T16:11:00.003+08:00

Two hours more till French class.It feel like time is slipping away but i really have nothing to do.Here i am blogging because i have nothing to do.I know i am going to regret doing nothing during this two hours because time is just so precious.If only i can save time and use it again when i need it in future...Sigh

Anyways,first day of school isn't that bad.It is good to see IBZ peeps again after the trip,some of them,i feel as if i knew them all over again.Some of them always so fun,some of them always so lame,some of them always talking.This is perhaps why we are one whole course together,we are different in different ways,fun in different ways.I think i will have fun in the 3 years in NP.Hopefully things just stay this way.

Vietnam trip

2010-06-23T13:21:00.003+08:00

Vietnam trip was awesome with awesome people,tiring with hectic schedule everyday,exciting with close and scary encounters,worth exploring further in future.I believe IBZ is more bonded after this trip and we definitely love each other's company.We are mostly a crazy bunch of people,up for a dare such as zhong zi mi ma anytime in order to finish the food on the table.It was a different traveling experience i had in my life,going to a developing country made me learn more and have more insights to things and life.I guess we are all too fortunate.We all complain about the food not being nice but have we ever thought of the people in Africa? I confess that i am guilty of this too.This trip made me feel that i will definitely visit more developing country in future if not i will be missing out too much of the world.

I have gained lots with the studying part of the trip.Visits and meetings in different companies really exposed us to international business.We got to know how managers think and plan for their business and why did they choose Vietnam etc.

2010-06-14T15:38:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow,I will be going Vietnam with IBZ!Yeah,i am suppose to be happy and excited about it.I was and still am,but there is a slight weird feeling in me.This happens before every trip i go,if you ask me why,i have no idea too.Before the trip i will feel weird,after the trip,i won't wanna come home.This has always been the case.Nevertheless,i am still excited for the first trip in Ngee Ann.We gotta reach airport by 7am tmmorrow,which is really quite early i guess?Guess what,we are going to visit 8 companies while we are there,perpetually 1 companies per day.Yupe, i guess i'm done blogging.
See you guys next tuesday!

2010-06-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

Well,tmr is the last paper.gosh,this is only common test and my stamina is not very good already.I guess I need time to adapt to all this.this crazy new journey of my life.nevertheless I think I am rather fortunate for the people I met.there is too much in live to savour and enjoy.I truly believe that a this craziness is life,how it is suppose to be.okay,I have ranted a little,should go now!

Counting down...

2010-06-06T15:46:00.002+08:00

The main thing that is keeping me going for now is Vietnam trip.I need a get-away really badly,anywhere is fine,just off to somewhere that don't remind me of STRESS.Travelling is the best antidote for me,i simply enjoy it.On the brighter side,Celine can take this,i know i can!
Another thing, i am extremely excited for IBES!Where would it be guys?!Hmmm,we are still deciding but we shall come to a conclusion soon!We have to get it by regardless of what we do!

Echoes of the Rainbow

2010-05-30T10:43:00.003+08:00

I caught this movie with my mum yesterday with high expectations because my mum said that it won many awards.Indeed,me being not an avid fan of Chinese movies actually love it.The show's setting is in the 60s and 70s and holds great meaning.Good story line and excellent acting.This movie probably opened doors to more Chinese movies of olden days setting for me.Highly recommended!

I think this guy is very good looking.hahaha..

2010-05-29T15:37:00.000+08:00

I want to do something crazy now!Don't ask me why cause i have no idea.Common test starts next week and i am quite scared for it.The first paper i am sitting or in Ngee Ann.On the brighter side, it only lasts for 5 days,10 June will be my happy day and 15 june,off i fly to Vietnam.I am super excited for the trip,it should be funnnn.
Till then...

2010-05-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

Life has been fulfilling for me recently to the point that i realise i don't have time for myself.In the past,i like to be busy and occupied with things but now,i treasure the time when i am not studying and solely enjoying myself regardless of whether it is going out with friends,family or perhaps being alone.i guess this is life.deadlines and nerve wrecking occasions like interviews is like a norm,i will figure all these bizzare things happening in my life soon.i will figure it out.
WEll,one of the best things of the month of going back to IJ!it is really a treat to be able to go back now that it is hard to believe when i am actually in IJ.it just felt that everything was right in IJ,and i guess no other place will make me feel the samee,no other...

2010-05-09T15:41:00.002+08:00

I am slowly getting use to school.Lectures,tutorials,reaching home late for the first 3 days of the week is going to be a routine for me for the next few months.I can't wait for the Vietnam trip in june.Vietnam has always been my most desired to go asia country!Going with my IBZ peeps should be fun!Anyways,loads of work to do,too little time,too many people yet to meet and catch up.I can't WAIT FOR 21 may,IJ Fiesta!Finally i have an official reason to go back to IJ.Till then,i am waiting...

2010-04-25T18:50:00.003+08:00

Wow,i haven't updated for such a long time.Hmmm,poly life have been a little scary.Not much of a culture shock maybe because i was from a mixed school before IJ.I can't really explain the shocking part myself but i am shocked.This sets me thinking about certain questions.I guess i just have to be used to it.On the bright side,IBZ people are fun!I need to get use to the travelling time,timetable,massiveness of the school and going home rather late everyday.I guess this is life.

2010-04-11T11:47:00.003+08:00

Gosh,i was down with fever,cough,runny nose and headache yesterday all at one go.I thought normally it is one by one??Anyway,today is much better.Fever is gone,slight cough,slight headache,and slight runny nose.The amazing thing was i actually wanted to go Sentosa yesterday for Sports Camp outing but Mummy don't allow so yupe,i stayed at home to rest.I guess i know the cause of my sickness.3 days of camp,last day reached home at 12 plus,next day went to work at 10.I think i am mad.Oh ya,the picture above is my Orientation camp group.I must say sports camp is still better:)

Friday,i met up with the Fourteen and times with them seemed to be more and more precious.We were so used to seeing each other in IJ last time and friday,at popeyes,looking at all their faces just makes me realise that i really do miss them.I was having fever went i met them and nearly went home cause i felt very weak.I chose not to and luckliy i did not.I would have missed out so much.Moments with them are just awesome.I wished i could have stayed longer with them but i had to leave early.Sighhhhh,looking forward to our next meeting...

2010-04-03T14:14:00.004+08:00

Today is a good day to stay home.At first the day was filled with plans and now,everything is cancelled.These few days have been crazy busy.Either work or meeting friends,now is a chance to rest at home!The weather is perfect for curl under my blankets with a good book.Next week is another busy week.Induction programme from tuesday to thursday.Monday meeting the crazy peeps!

Random pictures with the Caprises!

I must say they are a fun bunch of people.My first friends from Ngee Ann have been good.I guess i am lucky to have 4 IJ girls in my group which is a big reason why i feel comfortable with them.Of course,the fourteen is still the Bomb!

2010-03-28T11:13:00.005+08:00

Went back to IJ on friday and colecting our graduating certificates really gave me a reality check and wake up call that i am really really no longer a student in IJ.Now,i feel that i can just sit in IJ the entire day and not feel bored.The other time when i was back at IJ,Mrs Jeya asked me,'how do you feel when you see these girls in uniform now?'My answer came to my mind immediately,'envy.'Going back to IJ now is a treat to me,i will never be a student again but i guess it is time to give back.Give back to a school that taught me so much:)
Hung out with the fourteen after school and as usual,i had fun.Tthe girls never fail to make me laugh and feel comfortable.I guess this feeling can never be felt with friends from anywhere else.

Anyways,i caught When in Rome yesterday and it was funny!Josh Duhamel is soo good looking.Caught the nine plus show and ended at eleven plus.I almost couldn't make it for the last train.I took the second last train home.

Today is going to be a good day!Going to a wedding dinner at night and i am soo looking forward to it.I love attending wedding dinners,i have no idea why.

Sports Camp Impulse

2010-03-23T21:05:00.002+08:00

Sports Camp Impulse 2010 was fun!Just came back and i am seriously drained out.I guess i have never cheered and shouted soo much in my life before.My voice is going to be gone soon.I love Caprise to the maxxx!We are the bomb!The camp started off weird but i am happy with how everybody mix around despite seeing each other for the first time.I only manage to get this photo though it is not the full attendance of my group.Our GLs are the best toooo!I am quite lazy to type out the detsils here,but i will definitely jot it down in my personal diary.Hahaha!

2010-03-18T20:13:00.004+08:00

Universal Studios Singapore!It's what everyone is talking about now.Went there with mum and brother before it was open and i was not dissapointed at all.When i was there,i forgot i was in singapore.I was still amazed and thrill when i see all those characters like happy feet,kungfu panda,betty boops,charlie choplin and many more.My bro and i went rouind chasing those characters and taking pictures.Hmm,these are what i caught from my phone,the rest are as usual with him.

2010-03-17T08:31:00.002+08:00

Caught up in the air with yesterday and it was goooooddddd!The script is cleverly written and the acting is of course satisfying.Love the show!George Clooney's job is rather cool in that show,but i guess i won't want a job that requires me to be up in the air for 26 days in a month.Ii will be sick of flying which i don't want to eventually because i love flying!

Went to a cafe at Simon road,initially i have never heard of that road in my life.Food is rather good,good company and good ambience.

2010-03-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

Watched Alice in the wonderland yesterday.It was disappointing,really.The best part was Johnny Depp's acting,the rest of the acting is not outstanding at all.Story wise,doesn't cling my attention.I guess i was expecting too much form this movie considering that it is a fairytale and of course,i do have perfect impression of a fairytale.Hmmm,maybe i am making this movie sound too bad.This is just my opinion.

I love my workplace to the max!I don't drag my feet to work which is an extremely good thing.I realise how important your colleagues are.They are the one that determines your attitude towards your job.I love them!Crazy bunch of people i can say,which is what i like:)I feel extremely lucky to get such part time job.Learn new things every day,nice colleagues,good location,good boss.What more can i ask for?

Your help meant a lot to me.

2010-03-02T21:22:00.001+08:00

I had a stressful day at work today.My boss over estimated me by letting me handle a tournament by myself.though it went smoothly,I was scared.it feels like I'm being thrown in the middle of the sea.anyways,it is a challenge and I overcame it.feel accomplished and beginnig to like the work place and the people.loving it

2010-02-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

Today is my off day!I finally caught Dear John,thankfully they play it today though the official opening is tomorrow.The show I rather sad though my friend claims that it is not.In the bus hone today,I thought about the movie and the word 'promise' popped in my mind cause the guyade her a promise.Promise is a heavy word,personally I feel.Some people promise you they will return when they are in need of something desperately.Some people use it casually in conversations.Promise is suppose to make a friend's trust increase for each other but when a friend promise too often and never kept it,I will make me lose my faith in them.What a random thought this is.

2010-02-22T18:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Jane!
Celebrated Jane's brithday cum CNY with fourteen yesterday and i have to say,i miss them a loads and loads.It will get harder and harder to meet up with them thats why i got to savour the moments with them.It feels good just seeing them,people that are familiar.Love them!I am beginning to get used to my job!

New experience

2010-02-18T20:09:00.001+08:00

I had my first day of my first job ever yesterday.It was a rather good start with a nice colleague that was patient with me.Knew more about him and learnt really not to judge a person by it's cover.working there,I get to interact with different people,learnt to be more flexible.It is a new kind of experience and challenge because of the different situations faced everyday.I am tired psysivally but charged mentally!

2010-02-15T23:21:00.001+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year everyone!I am soooooo full from all the good food I had at my aunt's house.they are just simply irresistable despite my full stomach.Watched 72 tenants earlier in the day and it was dissapointing.Hmmmm,so many movies I want to watch right now.Valentine's day,Percy Jackson and the lighting thief(though it is expected to be like hp),up in the air,dear john is must must).anybody wants to watch these with me?hahaha

2010-02-11T18:36:00.004+08:00

I am so happy that i have sort of figured out everything.Woo hoo!This few days was gruelling for me,have been thinking a lot.Thanks to the reflecting yesterday night,everything is so much better.And and tomorrow i am going back to IJ for mass and gonna see the fourteen,or rather some of them.I miss them a lot a lot.

2010-02-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

My friends asked me if I am happy,I replied I am which is true.Something seemed to be missing in that answer.Till now,I can't exactly spell what exactly it is in words.
Nevertheless,it will be better:)I believe that it will.

2010-02-08T10:20:00.001+08:00

My previous post was a little depressing I guess.I just can't describe my mixed feelings and I need some time to clear them off.Running yesterday evening made it much better so I should continue running for the next few days:)

2010-02-07T21:03:00.001+08:00

No words can describe what I am feeling right now.think whatever you want

OMG!!

2010-02-04T23:30:00.001+08:00

My friend just showed me this on twitter and seriously,omg.
'Over 2500 left-handed people a year are killed from using equipment made for right-handed people.'

2010-02-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

Woo hoo!I am glad i survived the whole day of shopping today.Yes,shopping.Cousin needed help to get a nice top and went shopping with her.Lucky her has no school today because of some lucky reasons.Finally found her top after walking for damn long.I left my house not expecting to buy anything an i bought 2 tops.It was a happy day though,got something:)
Gosh,my leg is hurting from all the walking.I feel old:(

2010-01-31T17:35:00.002+08:00

January is ending for 2010.It is scary to know how fast time passes.I guess i am never satisfied with the speed of time(though it is technically always the same).Now,time flies,time doesn't seemed to be enough for me.

2010-01-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

Why am i feeling what i am feeling now so often recently??

Cousins Grandeur

2010-01-18T16:08:00.004+08:00

I had a great day yesterday with my cousins.We finally had our long awaited cousins outing.We were firstly super late considering that we booked our bowling lane at 2 and we reached at 2.35 i think.Got a short lecture from the uncle and started bowling.It was funny seeing everyone's expression and desire to get a strike or a spare.

The Bowlers

Proceeded to settlers and played games that i never knew existed.I feel like a noob at least now i know more:)The games were hilarious.Additional hilarious-ness with hilarious people that does crazy stuffs.

Went to dinner at royal plaza scotts with the rest of my relatives,goody goody food.The desserts were the most sinful but the best part.Sometimes i blame my sweet tooth.

My favourite picture of the day

Question of the day:What does chop chop fly mean?My cousin can't stop saying that.Hahaha!

2010-01-16T11:58:00.002+08:00

This few days was draining for me.Though it was choosing schools,it was not just choosing schools to me.I have thought alot alot about them and i hope i have made the right decisions.Anyways,i just learnt someting yesterday.I know you guys want me to blog about this so here it is the disgracing mistake i made.Now,they still can't get over it.Hope it will get off their mind soon.Cheddar is not pronounced as Chiddar.I will remember that

2010-01-09T21:49:00.001+08:00

Really busy recently,didn't have time to go for any of the open house which I must give van the credit for planning it for the 3 days.went to smu today and learnt something new,met great people,I guess it is fated:)

I got to live with this:)

2010-01-06T13:56:00.001+08:00

Laugh your heart out
Dance in the rain
Cherish the moment
Ignore the pain
Live,Laugh,Love
Forgive and Forget
Life's too short to be living with regrets

2010-01-06T00:01:00.002+08:00

Today,or rather yesterday,since it is past 12 already.While i was waiting for friend,i took out my itouch and started writing a note.This has been my habit since i got my itouch.It is like a form of journal to me,just to write out all my thoughts at that very moment.I end up writing a really long note that i didn't realise till i started scrolling up.Somehow,it is becoming my way of reflecting because my itouch is always with me.I will only the writing of thoughts when i am alone i guess.It is time to get a proper diary for 2010!

2010-01-03T23:21:00.001+08:00

There is no school tmr,this feels weird.though I am happy that I don't have to experience severe Monday blues tmr,I kind of miss that dreadful feeling to school.I remember the first day that we stepped into our new building,we met outside school because we were afraid that we will get lost.I miss IJ.Miss the morning assembly,the music being played before assembly,the morning prayers ad hymns.things that I will never get anywhere else besides IJ.i will always miss schooling in IJ

2010-01-03T01:05:00.003+08:00

Caught the treasure hunter with ql and didi just now and it was disappointing i can say.The only line that left me an impression in that movie was 'I didn't invite you in my heart,you intruded'.This is random but i find that it somehow makes sense.There are sooo many movies i want to watch.Avatar,Sherlock homes,The fourth kind,Bodyguards and assassins.Any takers?
Happy belated 18th Birthday Anisa,i just realised it is not 2nd anymore.!I don't think you read my blog but this is a wishing to you.So sorry that i can't make it for your sleepover.I need to meet the girls soon:)

First post of 2010

2010-01-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

Happy 2010 everybody!
2010 is here and unfortunately it is unstopable.I dreaded 2010 to come yesterday night but it still came.This year,i have a feeling is gona be a tough year for me.I just have this bad bad feeling but nevertheless,i shall be optimistic about 2010.I will occupy myself with outings before results just to enjoy myslef to the fullest.

Last post of the year

2009-12-30T18:55:00.003+08:00

Many major things happened in 2009.Coming to think of it, I did not accomplish anything big for 2009 but it was a rather rough year for me. On the brighter side, good things did happen to me also. I shall mention the good ones first. This year, I did my speech as a valedictorian,a title that I don’t dare to hold at all. This title is too big for me, I still have many flaws to match up with this title. Nevertheless, I had a chance to pen down my gratitude for peoples in my life especially those that made my IJ days memorable and beautiful.

Another good thing is that I found my primary school friends this year. I already blogged about them previously but since this is a sum up post, I shall mention them again. We all met again on 090909,a day that I will never forget because it is so easy to remember. It started off cold and strange because we haven’t seen each other for a period that is sufficient to even forget each other. Of course I didn’t forget them at all because they were my best pals in fpps. Hope they didn’t forget me for that period of time! I shall ask them the next time we meet. After 090909, we all began to meet regularly and now, we practically see each other every day if we are free. This is something rather amazing to me because 4 people that lost contact for 5 years can still be as close as ever 5 years later. All of them barely change in terms of character, maybe more mature. In terms of appearance, hmmm,I shall reserve my comments. We do crazy things together, talk about crazy things together, and sometimes have insane ideas which I can’t stop me from laughing hard. I had a little faith in friends forever because of you all

I had BEST reunion recently which I always wanted secretly in my heart since secondary three. I miss their company so much; just 5 of us and nothing else can make me smile. You guys made my secondary 3 days the bomb. I am really glad that we still have fun with each other's company.

This one is for FOURTEEN. Thank you girls for making my IJ days memorable. Those fun things we did in our lower secondary days will not be forgotten. I was so lucky to be in 1/6 and 2/6 because that was how I got to know you girls. I hope we can have our Christmas dinner yearly!

I manage to make a trip to one of my dream country this year,Denmark.I had fun with my mum and bro.It was a tough decision whether or not to go because i went during the june holidays.At that time,o'levels was approaching and i didn't know whether should i go for the trip which was going to be 2 weeks long.I went in the end after taking advice from everybody and it was a worthwhile trip.I had a good break from the pressure in sing and faced the national exam with greater 'stamina'.
Here are the not so good things:

This year, I did my o levels paper and the preparation was not the best experience in IJ I can say. It was a slow and grueling process but my friends in school made it better. I can't imagine it without all of them. They are the ones that made me felt better. Studying with them in the same classroom made me feel that at least; I was not alone facing this process.

This year also marks the end of my studying days in IJ. I can safely say that the best decision I made was to include IJ in my 6 choices! How can I not put such amazing school as my first choice in the past? I have grown a lot in IJ, love the feeling in school and the people I meet there. I will definitely miss being a student there but now, I can only look forward to being an ex girl and contribute back to the school in whatever way I can.

These are the major highlights of the year. A fast and tough year. Last month, I turned 17 and in 11 months, I will turn 18. The age that I will no longer be a girl anymore. As much as I resist being 18, reality disallows it. I guess the best thing I can do is to look forward to a better and more fulfilling 2010.