Freedom

Finally finally finally. Exams are over and I am still in disbelief. Soup kitchen today! Have been wanting to go there for so long but haven't had the time. So much plans within this one week holiday before internship starts. Mannnn I need more time. For now, I shall savour every moment:)

Till then~~~

Anticipation

Few more days, just a few more. This is what I've been telling myself for the past 2 weeks. But finally, it's really a few days left. Excited for all the plans I have after exams and soon enough, it's the beginning of internship for me. Can't wait to meet the people I plan to meet, do the things I plan to do and go to the places I plan to go.

Till then~

First paper on Tuesday and here I am sick. First time falling sick during the period of major exams. Hopefully everything will be fine by Tuesday. Thankful that I am almost done with my revision for Tuesday's paper. I can't can't wait for the 22 August. It still sounds too far away to come now.

3 weeks, 3 weeks is all left to a little more freedom and more time for everything else besides school. Freedom, something really important me and it is probably stemmed from being slightly claustrophobic. These few days have been great, manage to achieve a good balance of play and work. Furthermore, had really good conversations with a few people whom I cherish alot. Thankful, very thankful.

Can't take that away

Meaningful lyrics that spoke to me. Stay firm on your pride and no one can affect you. Be strong.

Here's a segment of it.

They can say, Anything they want to say, Try to bring me down, But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me, And they can try Hard to make me feel that I, Don't matter at all, But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams 'Cause there's, There's a light in me, That shines brightly, They can try, But they can't take that away from me From me No no nooo Oh they, They can do Anything they want to you, If you let them in, But they won't ever win, If you cling to you pride, and just push them aside, See I, I have learned, There's an inner peace I own, Something in my soul that they can not possess So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

Mistakes

Mistakes. Well we all have mistakes and they are of the past. What for hold on to your mistakes and brood over it? Let it go and learn from it. Make sure it doesn't happen again or at least, try not to make it happen again. Got this urge to write about mistakes because of what happened recently. It may be disappointing end result, but we all learn.

Whole new experience

Whole new experience. Helped me dad at his stall and though it is for a very short time,I learnt a lot. Whole new way of communicating and I've to learn how to be more thick skin or certain things.

School is starting next next week and I have no idea what to expect. All I know is that it is gonna be a hell of a roller coaster with CCA Fiesta on the first week and orientation camp close after that. Worried for a million things.I pray that my committee will gel well together and that our recruitment of new members will be a blast! Crossing my fingers! It's gonna be exciting and challenging at the same time!

This holidays,I had the opportunity to get to know a great bunch of people. The bond between all of us,I'll treasure it. Thankful. Very thankful.

This holiday is awesome so far. Got out of Singapore to a country I've never been to before and love it there. Fell in love with the Thai language and the fact that the rules are kinda not non-existent there. Food is cheap and good. What else is there to ask for? Had 2 camps this holidays and they lead me to this great bunch of awesome people that I'm thankful to have known better through these camps. The amazing part is that we are all from different CCA clubs. Going through these camps definitely made me grow as a person and mademe reflect quite a bit during and after the camps.

So far so good. More to come!

It's the holidays now! Countless things to do and turn up for. Gosh,it seems like this holiday is really short. So glad that I'm able to get out of Singapore for a little bit. Thats really what I need! Looking forward to this fulfilling holiday though it will be tiring.

Exam period is a good time for forget things. Ironically,it's a good time to clear your mind although your mind is cluttered with all the text you are studying.

No room for explanation at all,don't like it when I have no chance to explain my stand the reason for my decision. Trying so hard but not apreciated at all,don't understand.

Getting use to the life I'm having now. Overwhelming gush of responsibilities,not that I don't like it but I just need time to get use to this.
This is all surreal but I need to believe that it's all reality.
What am I going to do when all is gone?
I'm gonna miss it so much and nothing can make me smile again.

This post may not make much sense. Just a sudden rush of words

A year has passed. On the eve on New Year's Eve today,it feels weird. All the reflections upon the past year flashes through my mind wit different activities,challenges,people,feelings,trips and struggles. I've been through so much this past year,had one of the best times of my life living in a foreign land for the longest time ever with my dear course mates. Meeting so many great people and did so many things,although I hope I've did more of course.

New year's resolution,yeah how cliche but I guess it's unavoidable! While writing my new year's resolution,I felt a hint of fear,fear of what is going to come in 2012. Not the part about the world possibly ending but what I'm going to face. Definitely going to be a great deal of challenges but I'll be glad to accept them and face them. Because I know it will be worth it. I don't see a point of stating my new year's resolution here,just in my little personal diary will do:)

2012,a year with greater responsibilities,school work,challenges and hopefully achievements:)

Done a couple of things that I always wanted to do since forever. The most fulfilling thing was trying out wake boarding. SO GLAD TO TRY A NEW SPORT! Told myself that I have to do it again and try other water sports whenever time permits. What a packed,short and tiring 2 weeks holiday and it is coming to an end.

2011,a year with some changes,good and bad,now it's coming to an end. Starting with traveling,went to 3 countries this year and with 3 different groups of people. Hong Kong,Batam and China! Though they are all nearby countries,it's the company that counts! Met some great people and most importantly,became good friends with some.
Challenges,quite a number of tough ones and am really glad I managed to overcome them,with the help of people around me.
Accomplishment,very happy with the ones I've gained!

Hopefully,next year will be better! Time to come out with my New Year Resolution soon!

Wish I'm there.

Once again,common tests are over and it's HOLIDAYS! Woohoo! But,talk about having a lot of time,actually there isn't much time. 2 weeks of holidays with project meetings,CCA,driving and friends is not sufficient at all.Well,I guess I'll just have to live with it and not complain. Desperately in need of a holiday or day trip to anywhere,maybe even Sentosa will make me happy! On a brighter note,I'm going wake boarding this Monday for the first time in my life. EXCITING EXCITING!

The new semester has been treating me good so far except for some mind stirring things I need to think about. Tough decisions and I don't know if I have made the right choice. Things like that come just when school is into the second week and I don't know what else is coming my way.

How I wish I was still in that foreign land,when there is no shit like this.

China is awesome! Loving the weather and life here especially living in the hostel in Shanghai. Coming to think of it, there is only 10 more days here in Shanghai and I am really no looking forward to going back. Enjoying every single moment from buying groceries to eating to shopping! Just love the idea of studying abroad now! Everything has been good,I am surviving well in China:)

4 more days to China and this always happens to me. Not looking forward to the trip like i used to a few weeks before,my usual pre-trip syndrome. This will be my first time leaving home for so long,5 weeks.5 weeks may not be long to many of us,hopefully it doesn't feel long in China as well.Knowing myself,I might not feel like coming back after soaking into the culture and life there.Hate this mixed feeling i'm experiencing:(

School is starting tomorrow. I think I have no strength for achool,very drained out and tired. I'm always saying this but I am really am. Getting myself into things but I really enjoy it.This holidays is extremely fulfilling,spent every day to its brim with projects,CCA,going out,having fun and gyming! Alumni Clubhouse gym is so awesome and addictive! Glad to have a gym partner to motivate me for keeping healthy.One of the holidays with least time wasted I dare say!


I can't imagine days without

Arghhhh 1 more week till holiday ends! :( I am loving every moment of this holidays! Though most of the time,there is project meeting in school but I still want this holidays. 2 weeks may be short,but it is better than nothing right? :)
I can't wait for next saturday!