My friends asked me if I am happy,I replied I am which is true.Something seemed to be missing in that answer.Till now,I can't exactly spell what exactly it is in words.
Nevertheless,it will be better:)I believe that it will.

My previous post was a little depressing I guess.I just can't describe my mixed feelings and I need some time to clear them off.Running yesterday evening made it much better so I should continue running for the next few days:)

Relaxed

Well,today is probably the most relaxed day of the week.Had breakfast in the morning with mum and bro.Went home and did abit of math.Used the computer and watched high school musical as i had an urge to watch it.till evening,went to the hospital,had dinner and went home.Tmr is march holidays i still have to go back to school for 3 days.Tmr coursework,tuesday coursework and thursday,chinese oral prelims.

Troubled

I guess i have not really been myself lately.I am so troubled because of my grandmother.She is really critical and i am really worried.I have never seen her so sick and weak before.Those previous admissions to hospital,she can still talk healthily,but now,she can only nod her head to response.I have really witness how things can change within a snap of time by how things are going around me.It is really bad and scary.Lots of things are happening i really don know how to handle them.Can i do anything to change or help ? Please tell me

Happy...

I was messaging karen(mentor)in the morning and she was at the beach with her family.I was filled with envy as it has been ages since i went to the beach.I could not explain how much i want to hear the waves and feel the breeze thinking of the special someone or something that makes me smile:)After that,i received an mms from karen and she took a video of the view she is having and that really made my day happy.I could see and hear the sea waves and that made me smile.Thanks Karen.I cant wait for next thursday !