The main thing that is keeping me going for now is Vietnam trip.I need a get-away really badly,anywhere is fine,just off to somewhere that don't remind me of STRESS.Travelling is the best antidote for me,i simply enjoy it.On the brighter side,Celine can take this,i know i can!
Another thing, i am extremely excited for IBES!Where would it be guys?!Hmmm,we are still deciding but we shall come to a conclusion soon!We have to get it by regardless of what we do!

Sports Camp Impulse

Sports Camp Impulse 2010 was fun!Just came back and i am seriously drained out.I guess i have never cheered and shouted soo much in my life before.My voice is going to be gone soon.I love Caprise to the maxxx!We are the bomb!The camp started off weird but i am happy with how everybody mix around despite seeing each other for the first time.I only manage to get this photo though it is not the full attendance of my group.Our GLs are the best toooo!I am quite lazy to type out the detsils here,but i will definitely jot it down in my personal diary.Hahaha!

My friends asked me if I am happy,I replied I am which is true.Something seemed to be missing in that answer.Till now,I can't exactly spell what exactly it is in words.
Nevertheless,it will be better:)I believe that it will.

My previous post was a little depressing I guess.I just can't describe my mixed feelings and I need some time to clear them off.Running yesterday evening made it much better so I should continue running for the next few days:)

January is ending for 2010.It is scary to know how fast time passes.I guess i am never satisfied with the speed of time(though it is technically always the same).Now,time flies,time doesn't seemed to be enough for me.

Why am i feeling what i am feeling now so often recently??

This few days was draining for me.Though it was choosing schools,it was not just choosing schools to me.I have thought alot alot about them and i hope i have made the right decisions.Anyways,i just learnt someting yesterday.I know you guys want me to blog about this so here it is the disgracing mistake i made.Now,they still can't get over it.Hope it will get off their mind soon.Cheddar is not pronounced as Chiddar.I will remember that

Sigh...

It is the last day of therm 3 which means hols are here but somehow I dont seem as happy as i usually do when hols are here.Oh wells,i guess it is prelims.Prelims for math and chinese paper 2 is on the week when school reopens.English orals is on the first day when sch opens,gosh,i hate picture discusssion.Sigh....Stayed back in school for briefing for investiture in less then 2 weeks time.Another reason i am kinda dread hols now is that we have to go back to school to do decorations.Oh my...english homework is piling up and lots of studying to do.

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

Looking Forward

Oh my,i cant wait for the end of the year as so many things will be happening then.Lots of plans are made and how i wish all the exams torture will be over in a snap.Cant wait to meet friends that i have not meet for a long time .Math and Chinese(yes,i am retaking after getting a B3) O'levels is seriously stressing me although the express girls have like 8,9 or even 10 o levels subjects.Math alone is scary,Prelims is in 2 weeks and that is really scary.I guess the only thing i can do is to study study and study but it is really tiring and having the thought that i have to repeat the whole process of doing chinese exam practices turns me off.I know complaining will not change anything but i just felt like writing it out.Oh wells,i shall be look at the bright side as i do not have to take oral and listening this time.Oh ya!I got distinction for oral and listening,that is hard to believe.I double checked to make sure it was my name on tuesday again and again.I shall follow one of the habits of mind which is perseverance.Gosh,why am i talking about the habits of mind,my school have been emphasising it since day 1 that i even apply it to my writing.That is scary.Hahahaha

School opens tmr and it is a horrible feeling.Close to one month of rest has come to the end.One month of lazing,going out,resting,thinking as come to an end.WTH!!!I think this is by far the fastest and shortest june holiday.I have no idea why i dread school so much as i have never dread school as much i do now.Having the thought that all the drilli9ng and stressing is gonna repeat itself starting from tmr,the word horror just comes to my mind.Nevertheless,i think i should be optimistic about school opening.Think of the wonderful friends in school,they are the ones that make school fun.Yeap,be optimistic is the only thing i can tell myself now.Okay!Face the reality Celine!

Just came back from Sentosa with 2 pearlyns,van and stella.Played and admired the beach again.It is a puty that Singapore's beach is sooo dirty as compared to beaches in Australia.Their waters are crystal clear and clean.The beach is just so beautiful,probably my favourite place to be in.Got a little darker which is what i desire but i think my arms are burnt now.It is red.Nevermind,it will go off soon.Tmr there is school and it is the checking of social studies and geography scripts.So scary,i did not know it was so fast.Not really prepared,but what is done is done,cant do anything about it.I shall accept whatever outcome and move on.Cant believe i said that but it is true i guess.

School these days is a torture to me.I just wanna rest.I agree with stella on her blog,we are drifting apart.We are all involved in different activities everyday aftewr school.No more bishan library,macs,club or burger king.All the laughter of BEST is gone.Just cant find the BEST last year anymore.Sigh...We should take at least fridays?for reunion?I want the blur vanessa,pp that smile to herself,nissa that laughs the loudest and stella the pig back.Yay.They are the best.

Me and Felicia have to watch movie with Vera Celine very very soon.This is OFFICIAL IN MY LIFE!.<333.Tmr,i will die of felicia's highness after drinking 2 oreo blended.I will die.Hahahaha.Class com investiture tmr.Have to shake hand on the stage.Hahahahaha.

ARGH...

Argh,i am scared for ss test tmr.Hope it will not be so difficult and i hope it requires information from the textbook cause i don want to study for nothing.I want sources of political cartoons.They are so much easier then those account from some people.Pray hard that i can do well so i can get something i enjoy in return...Wish me luck people!