Point of life

The date is nearing yet again. Dreading, mixed feelings, fear of hitting the 2 mark of life. So many thoughts running though my head and at one point I asked myself, coming to 20 years of life, am I happy with what I have achieved and worked for so far? 20 years, so much has happened. Fought hard with many things and it hasn't been a smooth journey. Come on, whose life is smooth sailing anyways. What's ahead, who knows? Exciting, bleak, challenging, rocky, fun, happiness and smiles.

Having gone through different stages of life, made and lost friends around me. Very thankful with the friends I have made and lost in the recent years and I understand, it's not about the number of friends, just a few close ones around is enough. 

One of the best things have happened to me recently, and I'm really thankful for that. 

Two hours more till French class.It feel like time is slipping away but i really have nothing to do.Here i am blogging because i have nothing to do.I know i am going to regret doing nothing during this two hours because time is just so precious.If only i can save time and use it again when i need it in future...Sigh

Anyways,first day of school isn't that bad.It is good to see IBZ peeps again after the trip,some of them,i feel as if i knew them all over again.Some of them always so fun,some of them always so lame,some of them always talking.This is perhaps why we are one whole course together,we are different in different ways,fun in different ways.I think i will have fun in the 3 years in NP.Hopefully things just stay this way.

Vietnam trip

Vietnam trip was awesome with awesome people,tiring with hectic schedule everyday,exciting with close and scary encounters,worth exploring further in future.I believe IBZ is more bonded after this trip and we definitely love each other's company.We are mostly a crazy bunch of people,up for a dare such as zhong zi mi ma anytime in order to finish the food on the table.It was a different traveling experience i had in my life,going to a developing country made me learn more and have more insights to things and life.I guess we are all too fortunate.We all complain about the food not being nice but have we ever thought of the people in Africa? I confess that i am guilty of this too.This trip made me feel that i will definitely visit more developing country in future if not i will be missing out too much of the world.

I have gained lots with the studying part of the trip.Visits and meetings in different companies really exposed us to international business.We got to know how managers think and plan for their business and why did they choose Vietnam etc.

Life has been fulfilling for me recently to the point that i realise i don't have time for myself.In the past,i like to be busy and occupied with things but now,i treasure the time when i am not studying and solely enjoying myself regardless of whether it is going out with friends,family or perhaps being alone.i guess this is life.deadlines and nerve wrecking occasions like interviews is like a norm,i will figure all these bizzare things happening in my life soon.i will figure it out.
WEll,one of the best things of the month of going back to IJ!it is really a treat to be able to go back now that it is hard to believe when i am actually in IJ.it just felt that everything was right in IJ,and i guess no other place will make me feel the samee,no other...

Sports Camp Impulse

Sports Camp Impulse 2010 was fun!Just came back and i am seriously drained out.I guess i have never cheered and shouted soo much in my life before.My voice is going to be gone soon.I love Caprise to the maxxx!We are the bomb!The camp started off weird but i am happy with how everybody mix around despite seeing each other for the first time.I only manage to get this photo though it is not the full attendance of my group.Our GLs are the best toooo!I am quite lazy to type out the detsils here,but i will definitely jot it down in my personal diary.Hahaha!

Last post of the year

Many major things happened in 2009.Coming to think of it, I did not accomplish anything big for 2009 but it was a rather rough year for me. On the brighter side, good things did happen to me also. I shall mention the good ones first. This year, I did my speech as a valedictorian,a title that I don’t dare to hold at all. This title is too big for me, I still have many flaws to match up with this title. Nevertheless, I had a chance to pen down my gratitude for peoples in my life especially those that made my IJ days memorable and beautiful.


Another good thing is that I found my primary school friends this year. I already blogged about them previously but since this is a sum up post, I shall mention them again. We all met again on 090909,a day that I will never forget because it is so easy to remember. It started off cold and strange because we haven’t seen each other for a period that is sufficient to even forget each other. Of course I didn’t forget them at all because they were my best pals in fpps. Hope they didn’t forget me for that period of time! I shall ask them the next time we meet. After 090909, we all began to meet regularly and now, we practically see each other every day if we are free. This is something rather amazing to me because 4 people that lost contact for 5 years can still be as close as ever 5 years later. All of them barely change in terms of character, maybe more mature. In terms of appearance, hmmm,I shall reserve my comments. We do crazy things together, talk about crazy things together, and sometimes have insane ideas which I can’t stop me from laughing hard. I had a little faith in friends forever because of you all



I had BEST reunion recently which I always wanted secretly in my heart since secondary three. I miss their company so much; just 5 of us and nothing else can make me smile. You guys made my secondary 3 days the bomb. I am really glad that we still have fun with each other's company.


This one is for FOURTEEN. Thank you girls for making my IJ days memorable. Those fun things we did in our lower secondary days will not be forgotten. I was so lucky to be in 1/6 and 2/6 because that was how I got to know you girls. I hope we can have our Christmas dinner yearly!


I manage to make a trip to one of my dream country this year,Denmark.I had fun with my mum and bro.It was a tough decision whether or not to go because i went during the june holidays.At that time,o'levels was approaching and i didn't know whether should i go for the trip which was going to be 2 weeks long.I went in the end after taking advice from everybody and it was a worthwhile trip.I had a good break from the pressure in sing and faced the national exam with greater 'stamina'.
Here are the not so good things:

This year, I did my o levels paper and the preparation was not the best experience in IJ I can say. It was a slow and grueling process but my friends in school made it better. I can't imagine it without all of them. They are the ones that made me felt better. Studying with them in the same classroom made me feel that at least; I was not alone facing this process.


This year also marks the end of my studying days in IJ. I can safely say that the best decision I made was to include IJ in my 6 choices! How can I not put such amazing school as my first choice in the past? I have grown a lot in IJ, love the feeling in school and the people I meet there. I will definitely miss being a student there but now, I can only look forward to being an ex girl and contribute back to the school in whatever way I can.

These are the major highlights of the year. A fast and tough year. Last month, I turned 17 and in 11 months, I will turn 18. The age that I will no longer be a girl anymore. As much as I resist being 18, reality disallows it. I guess the best thing I can do is to look forward to a better and more fulfilling 2010.

The weather this few days have been cooling but i kinda miss mr sun.This made me have the urge to blog about sun and rainbow and winter.I think i am someone who prefers the sun although sometimes i will complain about the hot weather.Maybe it is because i went to countries during extreme winter and i realise i am a total summer person.It has been raining and raining without sun coming out.I miss seeing a rainbow,i dont know why.Seeing a rainbow makes me smile and it reminds me of me drawing one on every art work in primary school.I saw my first rainbow in my life last year in Scotland,i guess i will remember this forever.I dont remember seeing rainbows when i was young but i heard was common to see one.Oh wells,in my memory,my first time seeing one was last year.Hahaha,i think this is a really random post,i just need a short break from my work.

Thoughts on travelling...

I cant help but to reminisce on my trip to denmark and blog about my new thoughts on travelling.Being able to get away from s'pore for a a short while really prepared me for whats ahead.I rememember the times when we saw the sunset at close to 10pm on deck our ship-like hotel in stockholm and woke up early in the morning and the sky was totally bright.I love the feeling when i step out of the hotel feeling the cold wind with a touch of warmth from the sun,that was simply the perfect whether anyone could wish for.I made a promise to myself that in future when i've reached the age that i am allowed to travel with friends or on my own,i will definitely backpack.Backpacking has been something i always wanted to try not because it is cool carrying those backpacks,but i really want to experience being mobile and carrying my entire luggage on my back myself.Adventurous trips are what i will go for because i love trying new things the are interesting and places like learning diving in canes,mastering sking(although i failed when i tried in switzerland 2 years back),para-gliding and more to come.Travelling is really amazing,you will be surprised by what comes to your mind while travelling.I have been the most fortunate!

Went to school for council and preparation for sec one orientation.There is so much activities planned for the sec ones but i don't remember having so much activities when i was sec one.Why is that so?I don't even have camps in sec one,sigh.They've got lots of games to play and most of them are quite fun i can say.

4 more days to the opening of school,cant believe it.One and the half months just flew pass me and here i am dreading it again.It seems like yesterday that I'm typing me dreading school to open in June.I hate the fact that i cant turn back time,i want a time machine!

I did some reflecting this afternoon and i realise that i did not do any voluntary work this year,besides cip.I did not go to the old folks home as i always wanted to go. I will definitely go next year after o's.I WILL GO,service for this community is sure something to feel accomplished about.

I hope everything will be alright,i'm praying

Yesterday was enjoyable.Went for geog field trip in the morning with mrs fam and only 7 out of 14 people turn up.We are the reliable ones,hahaha.Walked in the rain forest with tones of steps but i kinda enjoy it.I feel good being in the rain forest and being away from city life,it's relaxing.Our hike finished surprising early when the expected time is 3 plus,we finished at one plus.Headed to ps for lunch and had mos burger.Their fish burger is seriously the best among macs,BK and mos.I love fish!Caught Quarantine and it is really a scary one as i don usually covered my ears and close my eyes for a least half of the movie.For those who don usually blink in a horror movie,this is a good one to catch.My message tone is the scariest you can find in town!can you imagine voices of stella,shanna,cheryl and laurel as your message tone?furthermore,it''s a song that can be stuck in your head for the entire day.The London choco roll advertisement song,gosg.And stella changed all my ringtones to that!now,i reply messages very very fast cause i don want it to keep ringing.hahaha

What if.....(Totally Random)

Gosh,woke up sooo early today for school and i was told it starts at 8.In the end,it started at 9.I could have an extra one hour of sleep!Shit,i haven been studying much during this one week holiday because firstly,too short,secondly,too busy with other stuffs.

Randomly,while staring into space just now,i thought of lots of what ifs
What if we have 48 hours a day
What if everybody has equal qualifications and pay
What if everybody looks the same
What if i can live with my friends for a week
What if i can own a house beside the beach
What if i did not come to CHIJ
What if.....
Well.this is leading nowhere,i am just imaginating and thinking what if things are different.How i wish i can change the world(to a better place of course)

Looking Forward

Oh my,i cant wait for the end of the year as so many things will be happening then.Lots of plans are made and how i wish all the exams torture will be over in a snap.Cant wait to meet friends that i have not meet for a long time .Math and Chinese(yes,i am retaking after getting a B3) O'levels is seriously stressing me although the express girls have like 8,9 or even 10 o levels subjects.Math alone is scary,Prelims is in 2 weeks and that is really scary.I guess the only thing i can do is to study study and study but it is really tiring and having the thought that i have to repeat the whole process of doing chinese exam practices turns me off.I know complaining will not change anything but i just felt like writing it out.Oh wells,i shall be look at the bright side as i do not have to take oral and listening this time.Oh ya!I got distinction for oral and listening,that is hard to believe.I double checked to make sure it was my name on tuesday again and again.I shall follow one of the habits of mind which is perseverance.Gosh,why am i talking about the habits of mind,my school have been emphasising it since day 1 that i even apply it to my writing.That is scary.Hahahaha

Suddenly,sitting down being deep in thoughts,i feel like there are many things i wish to do but i just don't have the time.If i have another week of holiday totally free with no homework or things planned,i will:

1)Go for a swim
2)Go to the beach
3)Go and get myself tan
4)Go cycling
5)Meeting my friends for leisure time
6)Go out with my cousins
7)Get more clothes for my wardrobe
8)Learn a watersport like canoeing,kayaking or wake boarding
9)Try new sport like table tennis or tennis
10)Take a nice walk

These are things that i wish to do,hope one day,i will be able to accomplish all of them.I will really be happy and contented.Well but now,study is the priority therefore i guess all these things.....will have to wait.:(

This message is rather interesting and it really makes sense.Why not spend 1 minute of your life smiling rather than being sad.
Start of term 2,was dreadful.The holiday was not enough for me,and tiring for me.Now a new start,putting the past all behind and forgetting all the bad things that happened during the holidays.I shall listen to music as music is good for my mind and mood.Gotta study for ting xie now.

Settled and back to reality

Clothes are tagged,returned and there goes the last lake of the fashion show.Everything is settled and back to reality now.Back to studying and the usual lives of celine chia.Today,assembly was probably the most entertaining one.Charlotte presented our fashion show and showed some random parts of the fashion show to everybody.I am so proud of it and i guess they really regretted not coming for the fashion show.Too bad for them.After that,vera celine said a few words about the journey and all and spoke to us for a while.After school,we had class com lunch and discussed about class outing!Had class comm training and there are so many roles and duties me(classchair) must do.We shall all have the class system.It is quite cool i think.Maybe i am weird.It ended quite soon and went to claas and tag the clothes.It was so tiring but fun at the same time.Going through the receipt over and over again till i wanted to stop doing anymore.Eventually,the perservering was paid off and all the amount of clothes was correct.There were no missing pieces at all,which is great.Anyways,i have to study now,geog test on development and accounts test on partnership tmr.Wish me luck!

I seriously have no idea why people change so drastically and its scary.
The good times are so short and seriously hope this thing will end.
I don't know how those people think.
I don't want this,I want everything the same as past.
No changes,can this happen?